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[Jan. 20th, 2007|09:59 am] |
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The shape of my body has changed, but no change on the scales! and i still have HUUUUUGE thighs.. i feel like i will never get there. |
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[Jan. 11th, 2007|08:37 pm] |
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I just want to disappear... in more ways than one |
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[Nov. 20th, 2006|07:32 pm] |
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the whole week i consumed about 1,000 cals... im terrified of weighing myself... instead i've decided to take weekly pictures... and compare... when i feel that i see a difference in the pictures, i might then start to weigh myself.. im literally terrified of weighing myself.. i've become obsessed... and now with thanksgiving just days away... arg!!! |
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[Oct. 25th, 2006|07:34 am] |
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well... steady progress: haven't gained anything, and i'm losing steadily, but it's still not enough! now that the celebrations are over, i don't have to go out and eat so much anymore. it's back to working out hard... eating very little. december's right around the corner :/ |
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[Oct. 9th, 2006|04:07 pm] |
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i'm feeling somewhat optimistic! i'm full of energy, even after hardly eating anything all day (all i've had was 5 rice cakes at 45 cals each, peppermint tea, fat free yoghurt and tons of water). I think i will go for a long run and then do a bunch of toning and stretching exercises. there might be hope afterall |
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[Oct. 2nd, 2006|09:32 pm] |
i just think gemma ward is gorgeous
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[Sep. 22nd, 2006|11:33 pm] |
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i just feel like i will never be thin! no matter how much i lose, i still look fat! |
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| well.. |
[Sep. 6th, 2006|07:49 pm] |
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some good news, but not good enough... lost 2 kgs of the 4 that i had gained... now just need to lose about 12 more! i need to keep on track! i need to work real hard as well! i just feel like my goal is so far... i will never be satisfied, i will never be thin! but im trying! and i havent broken down yet, but i do feel extremely bloated! arg!
i've decided one way to stay on track is to avoid all those guys i've been dating... cause all they ever want to do is eat and drink beer and those are the two things that have made me gain my weight back. been working out like crazy though... in the morning i go for a run for a minimum of 30 mins, afternoon after work i do yoga, in the evening i workout to a workout dvd or go for a looooooong run, depending on my mood. although i must admit i don't work out three times a day every day... but i try my best and stick to a minimum of twice a day |
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[Aug. 29th, 2006|11:58 am] |
| Your 1950s Name is: | 
Nadine Connie |
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| a disaster!! a catastrophe!!! |
[Aug. 26th, 2006|09:18 am] |
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| | garbage - bleed like me | ] |
I just weighed myself (after not weighing myself in a long time, BIG MISTAKE!!) and i've GAINED FOUR FUCKING KILOS!!! that's like 8 pounds!!! how the hell did that happen?!!?!? i blame guys... i've been hanging out with this new guy and we drink beer... and there's always that pressure to join in otherwise you look like an idiot sitting there drinking water. I thought i managed to take care of it by working out but apparently i'm not working out enough! it's time to get serious! starting a fast tomorrow: it will be one glass of juice a day (for the energy) and then just stick to water! i still can't believe it.. i've been working out like a fiend!!! |
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